Slave Thoughts
Its two days after Thanks Giving and slave is on her way home from spending her holiday in New York with family. She had a lovely time and is looking forward to getting home to help her friend hang her artwork while she removes hers from the same walls in the coffee shop. She is missing Master terribly and wishing the fallowing weekend would hurry up and get here. Fortunately she was able to spend all last week with him, but it still hurts her heart to not be able to see him this weekend. At least by the time she sees him on Friday, her time of the month will no longer be an issue and he will be able to use her anyway he pleases. To her frustrations it will be almost two weeks since he used her last and fucked her senseless. Still thinking about that weekend makes her hot, wet and very aroused.
She is looking forward to Master, retraining her pussy to take the giant dildo and fuck it senseless for his viewing pleasure. She imagines him stretching her pussy even more as he pushes his yummy rock hard cock in her dripping wet pussy as he fucks her with the big giant dildo. She loves the way it sounds, when she says,” The big giant dildo.” Its nasty and erotic all at the same time. She is also looking forward to being able to retrain her ass to take the large plug again. She loves asking permission to play with her toys and loves it when he gives her toy assignments. But the last several months have been swamped with work and her toys have mostly been living at his place during the week. Except on those weeks he tells her to bring them with her. It thrills her wondering when he will assign her the use of a particular toy. Fortunately he has allowed her to bring her anal plugs home with her every week and occasionally tells her to bring her collar as well. He has permitted her to ask for permission to put the small plug up her ass, when she gets stressed out.
She was most grateful that he permitted her to bring the small plug with her on her trip. She used it Thursday when she was highly stressed out from being stuck in the damn van for over eight hours with her family. Between the stress level and hormones she was close to tears and over reacting to everything and missing Master terribly. He took great pity on her, even after her text messaging meltdown.
As she writes her journal entry she is wearing her plug and it is feeling very yummy, shoved up her lovely ass. She put the plug in this evening after her bath and shower. She shoved two fingers up her ass and finger fucked herself for a few minutes, taking pleasure in the erotic pressure it caused. She moaned in grateful pleasure at her Master’s generosity as she inserted the plug. Tonight when she masturbates herself to orgasm she will be sending grateful prayers to the divine ones for sending such a wonderful Master to her.
She has all these plans in her nasty brain of fulfilling long over due assignments which she has attempted to fill. At least she was able to video tape her last romp, with her last fuck toy. She was getting a little emotionally insane there for awhile, and Master said to hold off on her slut adventures till after the holidays and to just concentrate on her art and going to the gym. She has also been taking the time to spend with her family and friends. So it has been a nice break, except now she is hungry for more sex again. Especially, her sexual connection with Master.
Starting Monday she is restarting phase one of the south beach diet and making sure she hits the gym three times a week. She has one painting she started Tuesday night and she is going to start another one after that. She figures, if she paints twice a week for the next three months. She will have another body of work for a new show. She was quite happy to find out that she sold a painting, she is not making a lot of money from that sale. But, it is still a pleasure to know that she is a decent enough artist and people do like her work. At least she can put a twenty in her savings account and spend the rest on paints etc.
Several days ago she got annoyed with a particular comment, that was left on her last entry. She deleted it because it made no sense and it was a really fucked up comment, added by “Thebestgirl.” Slave wasn’t sure if she was making a nasty comment about her grammar or spelling. Or was she making a nasty comment about her personal experience. In after thought she should have emailed the person and ask for an explanation on what she was objecting to. she wishes people would stop using her stories as a way to advertise themselves or leave stupid jokes. She wishes they would leave intelligent comments about her writing instead. It would be nice to know if she is getting her thoughts across appropriately or if they have any tips or suggestions to improve her writing. Hell, she wishes she had an editor. Would make life simpler, ah well. Whenever she decides to bite the bullet and write a books, she can always hire an editor then.